It comes to a point where enough is enough.
You can no longer tolerate what's happening, the pain, the way someone acts, the way they don't understand or care about everything you say and everything you feel and whatever's happening to you. and you start losing control over your nerves and life you can no longer act calm and pretend to be fine.
At this point you need to take a few steps back and make some decisions which you MUST commit to otherwise it'll become a complete ugly chaos which you have no control over it whatsoever and at some point it'll be too uncontrolable that it'll take over your life and start destroying it ten times faster than it was already doing it.
The thing is, you cannot put an ordinary person, who treats you like you don't exist most of the time at the highest level of love and care in your life that they become your first and last and all that you think of, that you're influenced by, and what you care for and about. Because this would be literally screw your life and feelings, it'll make you hate yourself at some point. Just because they're not doing the same things you do back you'll think you're doing something wrong, you'll assume you're always the problem and eventually you'll hate yourself believing you're not good enough.
So there you need to start thinking a bit selfishly and for yourself, your best. You need to start making decisions, believing in yourself and fighting for what's important. You must start improving yourself and depending on only yourself because at some point in your life all you have left is you and you're gonna have to do everything all by yourself.
You can no longer tolerate what's happening, the pain, the way someone acts, the way they don't understand or care about everything you say and everything you feel and whatever's happening to you. and you start losing control over your nerves and life you can no longer act calm and pretend to be fine.
At this point you need to take a few steps back and make some decisions which you MUST commit to otherwise it'll become a complete ugly chaos which you have no control over it whatsoever and at some point it'll be too uncontrolable that it'll take over your life and start destroying it ten times faster than it was already doing it.
The thing is, you cannot put an ordinary person, who treats you like you don't exist most of the time at the highest level of love and care in your life that they become your first and last and all that you think of, that you're influenced by, and what you care for and about. Because this would be literally screw your life and feelings, it'll make you hate yourself at some point. Just because they're not doing the same things you do back you'll think you're doing something wrong, you'll assume you're always the problem and eventually you'll hate yourself believing you're not good enough.
So there you need to start thinking a bit selfishly and for yourself, your best. You need to start making decisions, believing in yourself and fighting for what's important. You must start improving yourself and depending on only yourself because at some point in your life all you have left is you and you're gonna have to do everything all by yourself.
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